Believing in myself when corporate world doesnt

Many of all the consulting offers I am getting from my outreach efforts are leaving me frustrated. The taking advantage--inadequate or no pay offers, demeaning what I offer, and the talks of how my past successes were low hanging fruit are jarring my awareness. BS u little good for nothings. I am amazing and great at what I do. I will reach heights of achievement. And then you will wonder what made you miss it. And even if you don't trust me I will get better results than you ever dreamed of in you puny little offices.

I believe in myself and my power. I value myself as higher than anything these guys could pay me.

Get network goal up in 3 months.

Rant: Sindhi closemindedness

Weirdness. My cousin emails me to tell me she is having her nikah--marriage contract signed with someone on Friday. All she tells me about the guy is that he is Punjabi from my dad's hood. Does nothing else matter to these people?! She is living in the west, you'd think ethnic close mindedness and Sindhi nationalism would leave by now. Her email does not make her sound any different from a girl in Pakistan.

Ugh.

I wonder if at some level I'd rather not hear from such mentally improvished family members.