Today I left yet another community which I could belong to at the expense of my inner voice. Today I decided once again to direct my own growth and experiences rather than left someone else define them for me.
Today yet again I am choosing my own inner voice over that of others.
Do I feel a sadness and a loss? Yes
Do I feel happy and relieved? Yes
Do I feel even higher responsibility towards myself to live my visions? Yes
But life is an amazing paradox isn't it.
And yet at a human level there is a lot of pain which will continue for while. Thank you God for giving me this experience to help me realize what not belonging and choosing not to belong feels like. I know because of this you will make me better able to understand what is happening for others who I come across in life.
